Wednesday, June 29, 2005


Does anyone believe in Lycanthropy? This topic has lately piques my ever so questioning mind... What if it is possible? Not necessarily physically, but what about mentally? Could Lycanthropy be considered a disease to the mental state of being? I personally think that it is possible… If there are mental diseases that can cause people to believe that they are insufficient to society (to life!), why is it so profound to think that someone might actually be convinced that they are lycanthropic (in turn, actually making them lycanthropic due to the fact that their mind makes it real [to them])? Yet again, not in a physical state (although if the mind is truly convinced that the body is lycanthropic, it is not completely out of the question for the body to start adapting to what it’s mind thinks is all actuality) … I apologize, now I am just rambling aimlessly. Well, if anyone has any thoughts on this topic or would just like to criticize me for it… I would be very accepting. (In all hopes that there is anyone who didn't stop halfway through my random tangent)… Thank you for your time!

Sunday, June 19, 2005

If you aren't strong enough or smart enough to create it, what makes you think you can perfect it?

Monday, June 13, 2005

Tell Me What You Want!

Okay, so this is going to be an open post where you guys leave comments letting me know what music videos you want to see on my page. So... Comment away!

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Wow... I posted 4 (now 5) blogs today.... And I expect commentary on all of them. :)

It's very late...

What am I waiting for? It has just occurred to me that I always seem to be awaiting something. Although I never know what I'm waiting for, it always seems to be such. For example... I am EXTREMELY tired at the moment and yet I don't want to go to bed due to the fact that I'm waiting for a nondescript "something" to persuade me to. It could be anything. Or.. Maybe I'm waiting for something interesting to fall into my lap to keep me up all night. I really don't know. Either way... I'm waiting for something and I don't know why. Actually... It seems like EVERYONE is waiting for something... All the time. Maybe your waiting for tomorrow... Not specifically an event that might occur tomorrow... Just.. Tomorrow. Or maybe your waiting for that one person that you want to talk to more than anyone else in the world, just to simply get online so you can write them..... Maybe that's what I'm waiting for right now... I don't know... But none the less, every person in this world is waiting for something... Weather its for lunch, love, money, sex, an answer, God, a shower, a bed, happiness, death... Or for the one thing that you want so bad but you can't have without killing something beautiful... Therefore knowing that it will never come... But still you wait. So why am I still waiting?

Lazy Bones

So, as you can tell, I am in quite the lazy mood today. I really didn't have anything to say so I just decided to post a music video and some not too lengthy song lyrics that I didn't even write. I have actually been lazy in every aspect of today... I didn't do shit. I sat here and watched music videos all day... And I ate. O God! Why did I work out and diet so strenuously all week just to end it like this? I don't know... Don't you ever have those days when you just feel like doing absolutely nothing? I actually have those days quite frequently... But towards the end of the day, I always seem to regret everything that I DIDN'T do... And then I just end up feeling like crap about myself.

Face : Face

Leech with two daughters.
"Give, give they cry."
Her name is, she is a liar. I refuse to be hers.
A kiss from her is one of the grave.
Bullets by her mouthful, an enemy at the six.
She simply will not die.